Speaking His Truth

19 June 2014 | 2:45 pm By:

Tony EllisWhen he first came to the College, it was as a panhandler. Tony Ellis was just a kid from the Eastside, looking for a buck. Looking for a little escape, maybe. Some time out from under the shadows of Charleston’s old Cooper River bridges. Out from under the shadows of his neighborhood, his community. His speech impediment.

They called him “Stutter Butter.” They taunted, they teased, they mimicked. And not just the students – the teachers, the school administrators. They put him in special education classes. He was bullied. He fought back. He was suspended. His self-esteem plummeted. He considered suicide. He needed out.

Again, he turned to the College. He was looking for something different.

“My goal was to drop out of school and work at the College’s cafeteria,” Ellis recalls. “My idea was that a dishwashing job would not require any verbal communication, and dropping out of school would relieve me of constant embarrassment.”

Between the eighth and 11th grades, he applied for dishwashing jobs at the College at least 25 times. Fortunately, he never landed so much as an interview.

“If I were interviewed and hired, I would have dropped out of school to work at the College full time,” says Ellis. “But I stayed in school because I never got called in for an interview.”

Actually, Ellis did eventually get an interview – 15 years later, and this time not as a dishwasher, but as an adjunct member of the teacher education faculty.

“Never in my life would I have imagined teaching here. It is extremely emotional for me because of my ties to Charleston,” says Ellis, who – thanks in large part to his high school band director – not only became the first male in his family to complete high school, but went on to earn his B.A. in religion and philosophy from Benedict College, his M.A. in religious studies from Howard University and both his M.Ed. and Ed.D. in educational leadership and policy studies from Howard University. “Many people doubted that a speech-impaired person could successfully defend a doctoral dissertation. Honestly, I had my doubts as well. But I debunked the myth that students who receive special education–related schooling cannot succeed academically.”

Ellis considers his hire a groundbreaking one on the part of the Department of Teacher Education – especially considering that, out of the 50 public K–12 schools he surveyed in Maryland, Virginia and Washington, D.C., not one of them employed a speech-impaired teacher. And, out of the 200 schools of education at the university level that he surveyed, only six had speech-impaired faculty members.

“I strongly believe that students who want to be teachers need to be exposed to faculty members who have outward disabilities, especially students who desire to become special education teachers. In my opinion, one of the best ways to prepare teachers to work with K–12 students with disabilities is to allow them to learn from a professor with an outward disability,” he says, adding that, because of his speech impediment, he proves to his students that there are many ways to teach effectively, that traditional lecturing isn’t the only way. “My students now have what it takes to authentically tell their future students, ‘You can be anything you want to be, despite your physical challenges or disability.’”

It’s a message that Ellis wishes he’d heard as a kid. Maybe it would have kept him out of trouble. Maybe it would have kept him away from special-education classes, away from the fights, away from detention.

Maybe so. But it certainly wouldn’t have kept him away from the College of Charleston.

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  1. Michelle Crane says:

    As proud as I am of Ellis’ accomplishments despite his speech impairment, making special education look like a bad thing to be a part of is simply wrong. In my 15 years as a teacher of students with disabilities, I have always championed my students and expected them to strive to be more than they ever believed they could be. It is not easy being the teacher or the student in a special needs class or in a regular education class as a student with a disability. Some students know they are fabulous regardless of their impairment and others don’t. My job is to make them all see just how fabulous they are in their own special ways and to help them circumvent the weakness they may possess. Again, I wish Mr. Ellis all the success in the world! I am a proud CofC grad who congratulates the college for hiring this man regardless of his speech impairment and concentrating on his awesomeness instead!

  2. Jerome Roberson says:

    Tony,

    Your story is inspirational. I truly believe you have found your inner voice.

    Jerome
    HU Law

  3. Morgan Jackson says:

    When I read that teachers as well as students gave Tony Ellis such a hard time growing up, it made me think of a similar instance that occurred not too long ago. I was observing a ninth grade English class at my old high school. It was a specialized class aimed at helping students perform better on tests while improving reading skills and enhancing vocabulary. Afterwards, I spoke to one of the faculty members who asked me, “Did you watch the crazies today?” To hear an educator refer to a group of students as the “crazies” was heart-breaking. Unfortunately there are even educators who don’t believe that all students can succeed. And that was evident for Ellis who stated that many people “doubted that a speech-impaired person could defend a doctoral dissertation.”But Tony Ellis continued to strive for excellence despite his disability. As educators, it is essential to tell your students that their success depends not on the opinion of others, but themselves. Ellis is proof that in a world continually telling you that you can’t, you fight back by showing that you can, and you will.